Shadow, Source & the Field
A 5-day training in biological reconfiguration, nervous system repatterning, and radical sensitivity.
May 20-24, 2026
Berlin, Germany
(non-residential)
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What Is This Training?
We are taught to believe that awakening means learning something new - the next idea, the next modality, the next practice. But there's a truth we have all forgotten: awakening is about remembering what you’ve always been, not about learning something new.
You're likely reading this as someone committed to inner work. Whether through therapy, somatic practices, ‘medicine’ journeys, or simply years of honest self-inquiry. Yet the same patterns keep returning: in your relationships, in your body, and in the way you meet life.
Why? Because truth cannot fully reach you while you remain attached to what is false. Because awakening cannot happen while you keep protecting the very dream you need to leave.
Shadow, Source & the Field is not about learning more modalities or accumulating more understanding. It’s about clearing away everything layered on top of what is already whole - the protective identity structures, the conditioned self-concepts, and the emotional imprints held in the body.
Through the framework of biological reconfiguration and the lenses of the Impersonal Dimension, Shadow Integration, and field-led constellations, you will begin to perceive the deeper structures shaping your life. In doing so, you release the layers that have kept you identified with what you are not.
For a full description of the approaches we work with, please refer to the training overview.
Who This Training Is For?
This training is for those who feel that learning more techniques is no longer the answer.
It is for the practitioner, facilitator, or seeker who feels the call to go deeper than any training has taken them before - and who is ready to meet the ego more honestly, and discover what lives beneath it.
You can learn more about how this training will benefit you in the section below.
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The Venue: SOMA House, Berlin
How This Training Will Benefit You?
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Begin to see the ego for what it is: a protective structure keeping you confined and separate from those around you.
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Experience biological reconfiguration - supporting the release of emotional and physical blockages held in the body.
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Explore shadow integration - bringing the unconscious patterns shaping your reactions, relationships, and choices into consciousness.
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Experience living constellations as a process that reveals hidden family and relationship dynamics, bringing awareness to the patterns and burdens you may be carrying that did not begin with you.
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Deepen your capacity for bonding - the ability to meet another with depth, where connection moves into something more unified.
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Refine your sensitivity to what is happening beneath the surface - and start seeing what often gets missed entirely.
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Learn to work from the impersonal dimension - beyond personal story - where a deeper intelligence begins to guide.
How The Training Unfolds?
Over five days, this training moves through several layers of experience, each one building on the last.
We begin by cultivating sensitivity, deep listening, and bonding. This is the foundation. Before anything else can move, we have to be willing to set aside what we think we know, and drop into a different kind of listening.
From here, biological reconfiguration supports the release of emotional debt - emotional and physical patterns held in the body - allowing the body's own intelligence to complete its unfinished business.
Shadow integration and constellation work then bring into view what has been operating in the background. The unconscious patterns, the ego structures, and the ancestral dynamics that shaped you before you even had a choice.
As the days unfold, participants begin to move through the field with less doing, more sensing, less directing and more listening. A more attuned way of facilitating, relating, and meeting life emerges.
The Facilitators
Nathan Marcuzzi
Nathan works at the intersection of biological reconfiguration, shadow integration, and field-led constellations. For over a decade he has been developing a way of working that moves beneath technique, rooted in deep listening, presence, and sensitivity to what is already moving in the field. His work has been shaped as much by his own life as by his practice. The losses he has faced, the patterns he has had to meet in himself, and the willingness to let go of what no longer fits - all of this lives in the room when he works. You can read more about Nathan's journey here.
Bianca Rivai
Bianca brings a profound sensitivity to bonding, presence, and the art of attunement - qualities she considers the very heart of the impersonal dimension as taught by Ivan Rohe. Rooted in this lineage, her work supports the individual's biology in rebalancing the feminine and masculine poles within, so that the protective patterns keeping them from real intimacy can finally release, and the capacity for love and a true bond becomes available. Her presence brings a warmth and depth of love that holds the room, creating the safety in which the deepest shadows can finally surface, be met, and be released. Learn more about Bianca's work here.
Pricing
Early-bird
€1,450 (until April 25)
Regular
€1,750
DAILY SCHEDULE
08:30 to 18:00 each day
WHAT’S INCLUDED
Certificate of completion; use of yoga mats & cushions
WHAT’S NOT INCLUDED
Food, accommodation, flights or transportation.
TRAVEL DETAILS
Closest airport is BER.
The studio is located in the city centre and can be reached by car, public transport or taxi.